my new way

went to HKU SPACE,and that's my new way.

during the interview,the man said my result was quite good,but i didnt think so.
that wasn't what i expect before.and after the interview,just wait for few mintues and i got an offer already.

whatever,my new way,HKUSPACE'S M&M,marketing and management.
i will try my best to get GPS3.5 to go U..god bless me:)

my way

had a interview for school repeat today,i known the result already so i was not so upsad.
the school accepted emily's but not mine.and we chatted with christy,many cases i heard.poor cases.so i'm not going to choose repeat as the cases are very poor...

so,what's next?where is my way?

went home and check HKU SPACE's progammes.
well,my way will be here.if it goes good.

god bless me.

my dream

101102..嗯..沒有

嗯,沒有offer.好了,心息了.
其實一早已猜到了,雖然心情沒有特別變化,但始終也有少少不高興,媽媽一早致電問如何啊?
她得知後一言不發,最後只說了,啊,是啊,不行,便不行吧,無所謂啦.
她比我更想我能夠讀上大學,我知道的…她比我更不高興,我是知道的…
但我什麼都做不了.

再回到學校取成績覆核單,心情更是再沉了一沉。
我覺得這個世界偏要與我作對,什麼都跟我對著幹…
我根本就沒有心情再做任何事
但最後到了city報副學士,我只是想留一條後路,雖然這是一條不能走的後路…

今天,我比任何時候都更想入大學.
我想做大學生,我想堂堂正正經jupas入大學,但我知沒可能了...

是我的錯,是我不夠努力,定力不夠,我是知道的,只是一直以來,我用不同的藉口為自己辯駁,
今天的果,我接受,我沒有怪責其他事.
有給我多一次的機會的話,我不敢保證什麼事,我只能說,我會盡力保持那團火一直燃燒,
我會盡力…

一直以來,有一首歌都使我心動,
今天,在這一刻,我真的很高興有這首歌,我真的懂..我真的懂這首歌的意義..
多謝rubberband.

open again

here i am again,
i just wanna get a place to share my feeling and my life with my dear friends,or myself only,
there are too many people who i dont know well on the other websites and i dont wanna let them know more about me,,
thats why i get this blog again.